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i have just realized how much the making of and utilizing of lists play a part in my life i like lists lots and lots of lists list that include things like put paper in folder, make copies, eat lunch, drink water-the small tiny "easy" steps... i like to collect the ticky marks and stars as it shows mucho progress and makes me feel awesome and useful at the end of the day.

and when i don't have the lists-things don't get done, sometimes even the eating of lunch gets forgotten in the chaos. there is wandering of the internets and staring at walls and feelings of uselessness... it is no good.

sometimes i make lists to procrastinate and avoid doing the things on the list but that part of me can always be brought around with gold stars.