asking for helps

the blog is becoming entirely self indulgent. i do promise that will change but first i have to get through stuffs. so here i am asking the universe to help me out. after all miracles happen it is easter... ask #1

Haaaaaard. there is people drama and stuff and i wants it to go away.

what i want:

communication clarity an apology others to stop utilizing my things and invading  my space communication people to clean up after themselves and return borrowed things

what i am willing to do:

define my boundaries make lists journal do garden therapy listen do dance of shiva for ideas cry until it doesn't hurt and i'm not so angry communicate when i feel less vulnerable show up and see what happens

ask #2

more time with the faeries

what i want:

more time with the fae betwixt and between learning's inspirations communications a better, more consistent relationship

what i am willing to do:

leave treats feed my altar work in the garden listen make things for them follow instructions where and when i can

ask #3

to take better care of myself

what i want:

to feel healthier to be a bit lighter to get consistent exercise to have more fun find ways to play that count as work and/or exercise

what i am willing to do:

search for activities that look like fun and test them out to not push myself to hard drink more water listen to my body and try to learn its language find ways to exercise several times a day even if it is 20 jumping jacks find things that make me laugh