VPA for grace

where in i ask the universe via the internets for things to change and sometimes it happens really fast. VPA=very personal ad ala Havi! one i'd love for my schedule to do stuff it's not like be full and stop shifting around

ways this could work

• people could call me and fill it up

• those that do book could stay with the schedule and not change things

what i am willing to do

• my little manifesting trick with candles

• be patient

• do shiva on why this is annoying me

• take longer walks to forget about it all

two Ease Please (which you can buy in a potion from an aardvark)

oh my gosh i am a nightmare of conflict, frustration, anxiety and hate. i cannot see the brilliance that is me and my life and i am getting very frustrated with it all

ways this could happen

• i could snap out of it

• unexpected grace can fall upon me and make me see the light

what i am willing to do

• shite i am such a funk i have no idea-but i am willing to have the solution arrive

• i can drink more tea

• i can write in my monster book and see if this helps

• i can take more vitamin d and some anti-stressy herbs

• i can understand that i am a creature and it is dark and maybe i should sleep more and do less for a month or two

• i can try to remember to walk because that at least gets me exercise and air

• i can bitch and gripe to the internets and my journal

three feelings of security-i'd love to figure out why i keep falling into that fear trap and the not enough trap and the money trap-what i'd love is to know what i actually need to feel safe right now so i can make that happen

ways this could happen

• i could understand and listen to that part of me that knows best

• the vision and feeling could arrive and i can try it on and make notes so i can remember later

• i have no idea

• shiva could explain

what i am willing to do

• breathe

• be uncomfortable

• listen

• learn

• feel

• take notes

• change